Jangan Andalkan Kata-Kata

Jangan andalkan kata-kata,

karena kata-kata itu terkadang cukup bodoh untuk berkata.

Kalau aku katakan rindu,

apakah itu sesungguhnya merindu?

Arti sesungguhnya pastilah hanya hatiku yang tahu.

 

Jangan andalkan kata-kata,

karena kata-kata itu terlalu bertele-tele dalam jelaskan artinya.

Aku bisa jelaskan rumus keliling segitiga dengan kata,

engkaupun akan segera memahami korelasinya dengan matematika.

Bagaimana dengan rumus dalamnya rasa hati?

Kata-kata itu sekejap tidak ada arti untuk jelaskan ini.

 

Jangan andalkan kata-kata,

kata-kata itu kadang jadi senjata para pendusta.

Mulut mereka berbisa dan membuat tuli pendengarnya.

Kata-kata itu ibarat pedang yang mematikan nyawa,

yang juga tidak menjawab pertanyaan mereka

“bagaimana aku bisa menghitung volume kubusnya?”

 

Jangan andalkan kata-kata,

karena kata-kata itu telah menipu seisi kota.

Pemimpin pikir mereka buta,

padahal pemimpin itu yang menusuk mata mereka

dengan pedang kata-kata.

 

Kalau tidak berkata-kata,

bagaimana aku bicara, kisana?

 

Puisi Rindu Sang Ilmuwan Sains

Aku titip rindu jauh di dalam kalbu,

ketika muka urung bertatap dan bertemu,

ketika mimpi jauh dari kenyataan dan kelabu,

aku pendam kenyataan itu

bahwa hatiku terpenjara dalam rindu dan sendu.

 

Tak usah lagi kau ragu, sayangku.

Rinduku ini sudah meledak-ledak bagai bom radioaktif Hiroshima.

Semakin besar, lama-lama tak kuat dan tak muat di saku.

Rinduku bercampur dengan sedihku, tak ada reaksi redoks seperti di kimia.

 

Kadang, aku berefleksi dalam diri,

sampai kapan kau dan aku harus menanti.

Aku ini seperti rumus keliling segitiga,

yang membutuhkan keseluruhan 3 panjang sisinya.

 

Bagaimanalah jika rindu ini tak bertemu,

bagaimanalah sinar matamu perlahan redup tak bertalu,

mungkinkah ada saatnya untuk aku

mengucapkan sepucuk surat rindu padamu,

dengan tanda sepercik bubuk mesiu,

agar kau tahu rindu itu meledakkan hatiku.

 

Rindu ini tidaklah wajar,

karena rindu itu menyentuh sampai dasar.

T’lah ku pesan gaun tercantik yang buat gemetar,

bersama wedding organizer terbaik di makassar,

agar rindu itu tak menjadi latar

bagi hidupku yang telah tersasar,

agar rindu itu tak menjadi latar,

untuk motivasiku yang tak lagi bersinar.

 

Jangan tanya berapa dalamnya aku merasa,

karena simponi rindu bukanlah matematika.

Dalamnya, tak ada tandingannya.

Dalamnya, rumus volume kubus terbaik akan sia-sia.

Aku durjana.

Aku merana.

Dalam ratap tangis rindu penuh lara,

mungkinkah kini kau kan ada?

 

“The Short Happy Life of Francis Macomber” review based n Gender and Society View

 “The Short HappyImage Life of Francis Macomber” is a short story made by Ernest Hemingway and published in Cosmopolitan magazine 1936. This is such an a good story telling about three main characters: Francis Macomber, Margareth Macomber (Margot), and Robert Wilson told with good plot flowing from the beginning to the ending.

This story tells about the trip of three hunters : Francis Macomber (The wealthy man learning to hunt) and his wife, Margaret Macomber, and Robert Wilson (The Professional Hunter) in Africa to hunt some animal such as: lions, buffaloes, rhinos, etc. Francis Macomber, the amateur hunter learning, tries to put out his guts on hunting guided by Robert Wilson. Their targets are lions, buffaloes,and other big animals making them proud having shot and killed them.

The rising act starts when Francis Macomber, falling asleep after a long hunting, wakes up and realizes that his wife is not beside him. He starts to think negatively about her. A moment after he wakes up, Margot comes back with his smile and greets his husband happily. They are taken in such long argumentative moment about where she has been along he sleeps and Francis Macomber thinks that Robert Wilson and his wife have a secret behind him, and it makes him hate Robert Wilson so much. He is jealous, maybe.

After that, he meets Robert Wilson to go hunting buffaloes and rhinos by a car. In the place, Francois Macomber hunts better than one moment of hunting before, even better than Robert Wilson, but Robert Wilson doesn’t want to admit it. Francois Macomber feels that he never feel happy like that because he is not afraid anymore. A man will be happy when he knows that he is fully a man; brave, no afraid of anything, and looks manly. He is not afraid of lions, buffaloes, and some animal he is afraid before hunting. He feels that he finally has a happy life to enjoy. But, a moment when big buffaloes’ attack interrupts it. The situation is chaos and unorganized. Everyone tries to kill the buffalos, including Francis Macomber and Robert Wilson. Suddenly, Margaret Macomber, who doesn’t have enough skill to hunt some animals, tries to help the men shooting the animal but her rifle seems she wants to shot Francis Macomber. She pulls the trigger and shoots Francis Macomber about two inches up and little to one side of the base of his skull. Francis Macomber falls down, but Robert Wilson doesn’t want to take him, he leaves him. Margareth Macomber cries and feels guilty of the incident, but Robert Wilson is happy because he is attracted to Margot actually. Based on the synopsis, I think this story is an interesting story with many social problems described in the story, such as: the identity of men, relationship between men and women related to “Hunting”, and the images of marriage written by Ernest hemingway in “The Short Happy Life of Francis Macomber”.

This story actually concern about “A man having to be a man”. In this story, Hemingway compares 2 kinds of men, Francis Macomber and Robert Wilson. Francis Macomber explained by Hemingway as a coward; a  man who runs away when hunting and also a man who is not responsible to a women, even to his wife. Meanwhile, there is a character of Robert Wilson who is described  as a real man; loves hunting, responsible, and strong. In this story, I think Hemingway wants to tell the reader about the social view of diversion of gender. In social view, a real man should act like a man; from the crown to the sole. A man should have bravery, consistency, his own principles and ideas of life, power (especially to women), responsibility, and pride as his base to his life. Hemingway probably wants to say that the pressure is actually given to men’ shoulders because when a man is failed to act as a man (according social view), their value would be changed. The acceptance of a man in society depends on how he acts and how he shows his action to problems. A man actually doesn’t run when he gets a problem, like Francis Macomber does when hunting. He runs away when a lion chases him. As a real man, Robert Wilson thinks that it is an embarrassing moment for men races. Robert Wilson thinks that if he were Francis Macomber, he will shoot the lion or at least he tries to kill the lion, not running away, though he could die in that situation. “A coward”, a word describing Francis Macomber perfectly. It is cruel, indeed, but that’s the fact happened in the society. You will be judged that you are like women or something when your action doesn’t show your identity as a man, even in other cases, some men are bullied because he is failed to act as a man. It makes a real scar to men’ pride sometimes. However, Robert Wilson can be a representative of the society when looking a man, acting like Francis Macomber. He has no power to his life. He seems that he doesn’t have bases of his life, so his life will never break down. Society will judge a man having characteristics like Francis Macomber with every word, such as: coward, rabbit, or maybe pussy. It is irony, however, I think when a wealthy man, like Francis Macomber having everything in his side, has no power to protect what he has; wife, pride, identity, and his life also. That’s why when he feels that he is already brave to face the life, he is so happy because bravery is a real happiness for Francis Macomber. Bravery which makes society think again about him and his life. Beautiful wife and wealthy man is a quite good couple I think, but Francis Macomber Misses it. He loses everything cause of his fears. Men should have not had any fears in his life. They show their bravery in making decisions, fighting, and hunting to show that they have fulfilled the initiation of society.

When reading the story, I actually concern about the opinion of Robert Wilson to Margaret Macomber which also can be stated as the opinion of Ernest Hemingway of Women.

“They are, he thought, the hardest in the world; the hardest, the cruelest, the most predatory and the most attractive and their men have softened or gone to pieces nervously as they have hardened”.

I have 2 opinions about this sentence actually. In one hand, I think it is still contradictory if we say that women are predator, even the cruelest predator, because in the society there is one value that only men who hunt. It is still believed for most cultural people that only men who hunt although it is an old-school opinion which the validity for this century is still contradictable. Maybe, in the 19th century, it is still valid if we say that men hunt and women don’t hunt because the old value of society still existed that men work outside home and women work inside home. Yet, the value has been changed and moved. Both women and men now work outside home without telling it is appropriate or not. It also makes women change, they hunt too. This is the reason why I say that society value is still contradictory because in the 20th century, women and men are all together hunting. Men are hunting for their ideal women (beautiful, smart, independent, etc) while women are also hunting for the glory, Independence, equality, and their ideal men (good-looking, rich, high-classed society, etc). But, in the other hands, men’ value is higher than womens’ in society, that’s why I think it is inappropriate if we use the phrase “the most predatory” because for a long time, we usually say that the predator in the society is men. Men is created as the predator. Men is modified to hunt, not to be hunt in every situation. They are created to hunt money, women, power, position, pride, and everything that can make their value higher. Though women now also hunt, they are modified in the same position as men, which have to hunt in entire their life. Women, while they have not married yet and still young, still have energy to hunt what they want, but men always hunt, no matter how old they are and how weak they are. Men is like lion sometimes. They have to hunt, or they will be hunt That’s why I think the word “predator” is appropriate to men.

Marriage is such a sacred thing that happens once in entire life. Marriage should be done by a couple loving each other, knowing each other, and strengthening each other whatever happens to them. Marriage could be one of the topics described by Ernest Hemingway in the story “The Short Happy Life of Francis Macomber. In this story, Francis Macomber has a beautiful life named Margaret Macomber which have married for eleven years. If we relate to the fact, eleven years marriage should have had a great base to keep their commitment of their marriage. They should respect each other, more than the first day of their marriage.  Yet, this situation doesn’t happen to Francis Macomber and Margot. They may think that Marriage is their way to get what they want. Francis Macomber needs a beautiful woman, like Margaret to be his “doll” to take his level of society higher because in the society, there is no lucky man if they have a beautiful wife and great treasure in his account. Beside that, Margot also needs a kind of man like Francis Macomber. As a woman, who have everything to buy, Francis Macomber, the rich man is one way to get what he wants (expensive clothes, good trips, etc) which makes her value also get higher because she is valued as most successful woman because she has married with the right man, rich man. One opinion which usually appears when society find this situation “They should be happy each other”. Hemingway may want to tell the reader about this social value that a perfect marriage filled by perfect couple having everything is not always ended by happy ending. There is a kind of unsolved problem that society do not know. Society only judge people from what they have seen, that’s why there is stereotype. And this situation is classified as stereotype “a marriage filled with rich man and beautiful woman would be a happy marriage”. By the story, I think Hemingway wants to break 2 stereotypes : “a marriage always filled by a couple who loves each other” and “A perfect marriage filled by rich man and beautiful woman (perfect couple) will end with happy ending”. For the first one, it have been proved that a marriage is not always talking about love, marriage can be the way to get something, like Francis and Margot. The second one is proved that even society judge it as “Perfect Marriage”, the marriage of Francis and Margot ends by an incident of Francis’ death.

Social Value and Literary work is hardly to separate because there is a kind of relationship which insists them to be united. The problem in society is like a great treasures for some authors, and literary works inspire some people in the society to make them as “Agent of Change” because they hope, by reading the story and analyzing the meaning, the value can be change and moved, even the stereotypes. “The Short Happy Life of Francis Macomber” is filled with some analytical problems of society by the author, Ernest Hemingway. Gender, marriage, social value and acceptance, and masculinity vs femininity are some point provided by the story. He may have desire to change what happens in the society, the values, and also the stereotypes, which sometimes suffer the person bounded by the stereotypes.

Sequel Love

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For our love,

Everything about love

About you, the one who I always love

In the below of moon, in the garden and glove

My love isn’t hard, but very rough

I get you maybe, if I must die although

For our love,

Everything is lovely, at the first time

Like we share the lime

Never think about anything, even about my crime

Just think about our rhyme

For our love,

The wall suddenly comes; angryness

Behaving badly; far from purily

Make me forget of my daily

Pull you up and missing for my goofy

Realise loosing you it’s hurt

Ain’t beside me, a few

No something new

For our love,

Suddenly, my love is thrown

I have lost for my crown

My invincible crown,

My crown which I have got when I walked around the town

Sweet Poem for Lovely Mother

Keeping you as good as you keep me

Always be my duty

Strength in your mind, maybe I can’t see

Strength in your mind making you free

Hearing your story until I got sleepy

Sleepy in your agony

Sometimes, you hate sweetness

Such a worst taste for you

Suffering; you punch it from your life

Bitter maybe a better one

Bitter makes life back

Momma, do you believe in fairy tale?

Can you wake up when your face is pale?

Somewhere in my heart, a female

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Sometimes more than a male

This is your real life

Until your time is over as a wife

Sleep

 Sleep.Image time to think

Not alive anymore

Our body, our spirit

Just the same with the ground

Quiet, silent, and graceful

For sun, which is not our greatness anymore

Also earth, which is just the past

Our afterlife becomes darker

Dark still part of us, though drab

Though unhappy and sad

Our journey is never be stopped

Forever never stopped

Life still goes on; in another world

In my passion, I saw I am walking

Walking in the long death

Tears of the Sun

Why the rain falls in front of sunlight?

Does the sun cry?

The rainbow isn’t coming back anymore

And gather for the color in the core

Why are the cloud getting black?

But, I see in other side, sun’s smiling

My fingers are curious

why is the sun not glamorous?

Is there something lost?

in another side, snow and storm are still in post

Why the rain falls in front of sunlight?

Does the sun cry?

Why does it cry?

I think it’s a regret

Why can’t it keep the world

When people destroy the world

smile until they feel what have they doneImage

Acquaintance

Oh, Goddess of the goddess of my duty

Wish you could abash me with Your mighty lighten hand

For what I’ve donImagee my all of my taken power

I lost my creativity of majesty;

Of  my misbehave taking all the goodness I used to tent

To chease the seeker of the treators

Steps up lovely of  sleepyness

Until the book is closeed

Oh, almighty of almighty

May you could burn me and abashed me

Struck to despair of  reality

Why so hurry and fast?

Even my almighty God, the God of dreamers

Sycamore

For the whole time I waste,

I bang my heart scarcely,

Take off my hair distaste,

And good-by independently.

I saw you never be fine anymore,

Like I smell you upon sycamore,

And say my destination to live for

And, tell you about my favor.

Of the last leave falling,

Keep me standing,

Keep predicting.

Wind will bring your shadow to me,

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Prayers

Dear, God, the one who creates this world,

Don’t stare at me or us; human

As if punishment would come sooner,

For our sins who betray You.

Rain no fall if you no will,

Of sun we thank to You.

Bless us, human,

For every single good moment we have

In this world.

You’d better batter ourImage heart,

To wake us up and remember You,

You come and knock our door,

We know it will be You coming.